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My girlfriend says that I need help
My boyfriend says I'd be better off dead
I'm gonna get drunk, come round and fuck you up
I'm gonna get drunk, come round and fuck you up
And you can't help my life
But you can hide the knives
My girlfriend says that I'm confused
My boyfriend says that I'm bad news
All people are shit, bad trip tattooed on my brain
All people are shit, bad trip tattooed on my brain
And you can't help my life
But you can hide the knives
I wanna crawl up inside you and die, I wanna crawl up inside you and die
I wanna crawl up inside you and die, I wanna crawl up inside you and die
And you can't help my life
And you can hide
And you can't help my life
And you can hide the knives
With a face like this I won't break any hearts
And thinking like that I won't make any friends
Screw that, forget about that, I don't want to think about anything like that
Screw that, forget about that, I don't want to know about anything like that
I've got nothing to do but hang around and get screwed up on you
I've got nothing to do but hang around and get screwed up on you
Your beauty makes me feel alone
I look inside but no one's home
Screw that, forget about that, I don't want to think about anything like that
Screw that, forget about that, I don't want to know about anything like that
I've got nothing to do but hang around and get screwed up on you
I've got nothing to do but hang around and get screwed up on you
I've got nothing to do but hang around and get screwed up on you
I've got nothing to do but hang around and get screwed up on you
I've got nothing to do but hang around and get screwed up on you
I've got nothing to do but hang around and get screwed up on you
But get screwed up on you
But get screwed up on you
I'm not afraid to die, I'm just scared of going to Hell
Your car salesman smile says it all, you just wanna be
Jesus without the suffering, Jesus without the suffering
Jesus without the suffering, Jesus without the suffering
Old, twisted and white, dead crow on a fence is your style
You play with your kids, says it all, you just wanna be
Jesus without the suffering, Jesus without the suffering
Jesus without the suffering, Jesus without the suffering
Fire, fire, fire, Hell
Fire, fire, fire, Hell
Fire, fire, fire, Hell
Fire, fire, fire, Hell
You're a tin god, take a look at those gaps in your palms
Gimme those nails, bang them in, bang them in!
Jesus without the suffering, Jesus without the suffering
Jesus without the suffering, Jesus without the suffering
Jesus without the suffering, Jesus without the suffering
Jesus without the suffering, Jesus without the suffering
The world is fucked, and so am I
Maybe it's the other way round, I can't seem to decide
Domestic refugees sink in the same boat as me
We suffer alone and these days I don't wanna go home
Idiots' authority
Promising equality
So where is the land of the free?
Stop it you're killing me
Love is for the weak, or so you'd have me believe
The thought's killing me, no body but a head O.D.
Don't know what's worse, the loss of death or the gain of birth
I try to understand, I can't accept just what I am
Idiots' authority
Promising equality
So where is the land of the free?
Stop it you're killing me
I'm leaving on a train that's six miles down, can't feel no pain, can't feel you now
When you drift away I'm singing, on my way I'm telling you
I can hear you coming to/through, I can see you pushing through
Tell me can you see the, can you feel the rain
Idiots' authority
Promising equality
So where is the land of the free?
Stop it you're killing me
Idiots' authority
Promising equality
So where is the land of the free?
Stop it you're killing me
Heaven kicked you out
You wouldn't wear a tie
Staring at some pictures by yourself
At something that you want to have but will never get
Going nowhere, going nowhere
Going nowhere, going nowhere
You get drunk every night
You can't get drunk on life
Shouting at the world you'll never change
But it's what's inside you've got to rearrange
Going nowhere, going nowhere
Going nowhere, going nowhere
Heaven kicked you out, Heaven kicked you out
Making up for what you never had
Losing every single thing you've ever had
Going nowhere, going nowhere
Going nowhere, going nowhere
Going nowhere, going nowhere
Going nowhere, going nowhere
Give me something to breathe
Give me a reason to live
Close your eyes and see
What you have inside
I think I've gone insane, I can't remember my own name
I think I've gone insane
Now the dream is gone
And your friends just tell you lies
Then you realise
You're gonna die anyway
I think I've gone insane, I can't remember my own name
I think I've gone insane, I can't remember my own name
I think I've gone insane, I can't remember my own name
I think I've gone insane
Lost in a world with no reality
I'm frightened to move, I'm frightened to speak
And I would kill for a good night's sleep
I'm feeling, I'm feeling
Dead, dead, dead, dead
I think I've gone insane, I can't remember my own name
I think I've gone insane, I can't remember my own name
I think I've gone insane, I can't remember my own name
I think I've gone insane
I can't remember, I can't remember, I can't remember, I can't remember
Don't belong in this world or the next one
Wasting every day to my own end
Feeling awkward, feeling clumsy, hating
Everything I've ever done before
Then you leave me like the others
Leave me too much time on my own
On my own, on my own, on my own, on my own
Had enough of reinventing memories
Living in the shadow of your charm
The shrapnel of your insults buried deeper
Than confidence can ever overcome
Then you leave me like the others
Leave me too much time on my own
On my own, on my own, on my own, I'm on my own
Choking on anticipation waiting
On you to say something to bring me back
All I want's a trace of recognition
Your silence is as heavy as my eyes
Then you leave me like the others
Leave me too much time on my own
On my own, on my own, on my own, I'm on my own
On my own, on my own, on my own
Here comes a girl with perfect teeth
I bet she won't be smiling at me
I know how Jeffry Dahmer feels
Lonely, lonely
I was awkward as a child
Blueprint for my wretched life
Confidence I've been denied
Lonely, lonely
Something in my head, it won't switch off when I'm alone
I got a trigger inside, I got a trigger inside
I got a trigger inside, I get the feeling I've been cheated
I got a trigger inside, I got a trigger inside
I got a trigger inside, I get the feeling I've been cheated
My hands are shaking, my head's a mess
Trying to wring some words from my breath
I die before you, you're not impressed
Lonely, lonely
I look uglier when I cry
Want to punch that look from your life
One in the eye for the beautiful people
Lonely, lonely
Something in my head, it won't switch off when I'm alone
I got a trigger inside, I got a trigger inside
I got a trigger inside, I get the feeling I've been cheated
I got a trigger inside, I got a trigger inside
I got a trigger inside, I get the feeling I've been cheated
I got a trigger inside, I got a trigger inside
I got a trigger inside, I get the feeling I've been cheated
I got a trigger inside, I got a trigger inside
I got a trigger inside, I get the feeling I've been cheated
Cheated, cheated, cheated
Reveal yourself to me like cheap pornography
Picking at my guilt with promises of Hell
(Christ revealed) sin, it's all that you know
(Christ revealed) sin, it's all that you know
(Christ revealed) sin, it's all that you know
(Christ revealed) sin, it's all that you know
Glad my mirror's broken, my image is a burden
I want to lose myself in the coming of the Lord
(Christ revealed) sin, it's all that you know
(Christ revealed) sin, it's all that you know
(Christ revealed) sin, it's all that you know
(Christ revealed) sin, it's all that you know
Reveal yourself to me (I wanna lose myself)
Reveal yourself to me (I wanna lose myself)
Reveal yourself to me (I wanna lose myself)
Reveal yourself to me (I wanna lose myself)
(Christ revealed) sin, it's all that you know
(Christ revealed) sin, it's all that you know
(Christ revealed) sin, it's all that you know
(Christ revealed) sin, it's all that you know
(Christ revealed) sin, it's all that you know
(Christ revealed) sin, it's all that you know
(Christ revealed) sin, it's all that you know
(Christ revealed) sin, it's all that you know
You're just the same as me
You're just the same as me
You're just the same as me
You're just the same as me
You're just the same as me
You're just the same as me
You're just the same as me
You're just the same as me
Every evening, every day, calling for love that's from above
Everyone wanting euphoria, expecting devotion and love
Isolation, isolation, isolation, isolation
Surrender to self preservation and others who cannot themselves
Life has been touched to perfection, a face is like anything else
Isolation, isolation, isolation, isolation
Mother, I tried, do believe me, I'm doing the best things that I can
I'm ashamed of the things that I've been put through, I'm ashamed of the person who I am
But if you could just see the beauty, these things I could never describe
Pleasurable ways of distraction, this is my wanting cry
Isolation, isolation
Isolation, isolation, isolation, isolation
Isolation, isolation, isolation, isolation
Isolation
Turn and face the strange, the door is open, you're awake
You're storming Heaven without thought, you're storming Heaven without God
Remember, I know where you live, and I know you're on your own
I may forget, I don't forgive, I'm always home
You turn and face the strange
You turn and face yourself
I know when you lie, the brightness darkens in your eyes
This is yours to take control, this is yours, now hold your own
Remember, I know where you live, and I know you're on your own
I may forget, I don't forgive, I'm always home
You turn and face the strange
You turn and face yourself
Barging into the presence of God
Barging into the presence of God
Barging into the presence of God
Barging into the presence of God
Barging into the presence of God (You turn)
Barging into the presence of God (You turn)
Barging into the presence of God (You turn)
Barging into the presence of God (You turn)
Barging into the presence of God (You turn)
Masturbation saved my life, I was nervous as a child
You were someone out of my hands, couldn't understand or have
She's not trying to catch your eye, she's just trying to get a life
He feels weak when she is strong, feeling threatened when he's wrong
Femination, generation
Femination, generation
Do you want a fuck? Do you want a friend? Do you want sex? Do you want revenge?
You never make love with a smile on your face, punished with love and rewarded with hate
Femination, generation
Femination, generation
Femination, generation
Femination, generation
Femination (I'm just with you, that will never mean that I'm just for you)
Generation (I'm just with you, that will never mean that I'm just for you)
Femination (I'm just with you, that will never mean that I'm just for you)
Generation (I'm just with you)
Don't wake me, I'm so empty
I, I, I tried, I'm sorry
I've seen you without me, I've seen you without me
You can say what you want
I've seen you without me, I've seen you without me
I've seen you without me (I know that you'll understand)
I've seen you without me (I know that you'll understand)
Judas, Judas, I thought you were my friend
Judas, Judas, you're just the same as them
I'm in Hell and I'm alone
I'm in Hell and I'm alone
I'm in Hell and I'm alone
I'm in Hell and I'm alone
Liar, liar, you said you'd stay with me
Liar, liar, laughing as you leave
I'm in Hell and I'm alone
I'm in Hell and I'm alone
I'm in Hell and I'm alone
I'm in Hell and I'm alone
I thought you were my friend
You're just the same as the rest
I thought you were my friend
You're just the same as the rest
User, user, you sucked it all from me
User, user, your bullshit I believed
I'm in Hell and I'm alone
I'm in Hell and I'm alone
I'm in Hell and I'm alone
I'm in Hell and I'm alone
I'm in Hell and I'm alone
I'm in Hell and I'm alone
I'm in Hell and I'm alone
I'm in Hell and I'm alone
You are my sunshine, my only sunshine
You make me happy when skies are grey
You'll never know dear how much I love you
Please don't take my sunshine away
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